Argh,

Juggling work with this move is proving to be tougher than I thought. Starting now and up until the end of the year, everything will be mostly blurry.

Walked out and around the trail that leads towards the forest patch when we were out signing the lease. Most of it was private land with no trespassing signs fucking everywhere. Go figure. I know there will totally be a way around it. I know there is a patch with my name all over it. Blackberries are everywhere out there too. There will be no shortage of blackberry everything come late summer.

Also, yesterday it dawned on me: ancestors. DERP. This was affirmed by a flood of weird happy that filled me when I was in war mode over something stupid. It was strange, because I was like, O RLY? Could it be? And then it was a huge bucket of yes poured over my head.

not fucking around,

Herbs seed currently on order:

Henbane

Woad (SO EXCITED about this one)

Poppy (opium)

Indigo

Elderberry

Mugwort

Datura

Tobacco, wild

Wormwood

Much more to be ordered soon.

I didn’t realize this until after looking hard at google maps for a long time. I’m next to a creek, that is next to a large forest patch, that is next to a cemetery.

Its pretty obvious that I owe someone, something - big fucking time.

Mugwort, tell me more

Faceless male presence. Protective and almost sexual in nature.

In a coastal town. Thick storm, watched it roll in and consume. Lots of lightning. Group of people ran from me, went to seek my own safety. Took shelter with two dogs living under a house, who were happy to have my company. Watched the storm continue to move in, it was extremely violent. The dogs sat with me and we stayed safe.

M dreams usually contain the following things: Sea, ocean, underwater, storm, tornado, lightning (was almost struck 3 different times as a child. In real life. Not in my dreams.), dogs/canines in pairs of two, snakes (its been a while), one very interesting cow, black horses.